۱۳۸۳/۰۳/۰۵

gerye

nemidonam chera?vali bayad anjamesh bedam.bayad to khodam in jorato be vojod biaram ta betonam.kheili be anjame in kar ehtiaj daram,vali nemitonam anjamesh bedam.kheili say kardam,kheili kara kardam,vali nemishe.nemishe ke gerye konam.
boghz to gelome,gham to delame,fekr to zehname,dad to hanjerame vali che fayede?!!ashk to cheshmam nist.mikham gerye konam,mikham kole boghze gelom,ghame delam,fekre zehnam,dade hanjaram,ro takhlie konam,mikham ba har ghatre ashk saboktar sham.man be jaye inke ashk berizam ta sabok sham,minevisam.har ghatre ashkam tabdil shode be ye kalame,har faryadam be ye neveshte,har fekram be ye harf o har ghamam be ye khat.man be jaye cheshmam az neveshteham ashk mirize.
mosht mikobam bar dar/panje misayam bar panjereha/man 2chare khafeghanam khafeghan/....../bogzarid havari bezanam/sare bami/labe koe/..../az shoma khofteye chand/chekasi miayad ba man faryad keshad?

۱۳۸۳/۰۲/۳۱

ye raz

mikham baraton ye chizi begam ke tahala behich kasi nagoftam.mikham az razi baraton begam ke hich ki azash khabar nadare.in razo kheili vaghte ke to delam negah dashtam.vali dige taghate negah dashtanesho nadaram.
hatman tahala esme shazde kocholo ro shenidin.hamoni ke az ye sayare e omade bod zamin o ba ye khalaban ashna shod o ono ahli kard o raft.man hamon kaviri hastam ke anttoan tosh soghot karde bod o to onja ba shazde kocholo barkhord kard.
antoan kheili balaye sare man parvaz mikard,bazi vaghta ham ye sari be man mizad va ba man darde del mikard.on zaman hanooz nevisande nashode bood.antoan bad az inke shazde kocholo raft tasmim gereft ke az on benevise,vali be khaheshe man va shazde kocholo ye zare dastano taghir dad,masalan goft ke man to afrigha hastam,ya inke esme setareye shazde kocholo ro taghir dad v bejaye setare esme akhtake ro entekhab kard.antoan bad az modaty ke shazde kocholo raft khast bere pishesh,vali afsos ke natonest.vali enghadr bala raft ke hame fekr kardan morde,beyne khodemon bashe on alan ye jae gosheye man dare zendegi mikone,man har vaght delam baraye shazde kocholo tang mishe be setare negah mikonam.
rasty midonid ke esme digeye antoan chie?emsme on aBAROONe.

ye shere kaviri

mitavan kavir bood
mitavan khoshk bood
hatta koshktar az kavire tafdide
mitavan darya bood
mitavan abi bood
hatta abitar az daryaie zharf
mitavan dar eine kaviri bodan darya bood
mitavan dar eine darya bodan kaviri bood
mitavan hamchoon ghote khordan dar abie darya
dar dele kavir zist
ya inke atashnak bood
kenare sahele arame daryae shirin

lezate ye ghatre BAROON

hava bas najavnmardane GARM ast.chand vaghte ke BAROON nayomade,daram az farte garma misozam.midonam ke khasiate kavir garm bodane,midonam age garm nabasham dige kavir nistam,vali mane kavir ham bazi mavaghe ehtiaj be khonak shodan daram.bazi mavaghe mikham ke lezate khis shodan zire BAROON ro hess konam.akhe midonid teshnegi hesse kheili badie,to kavir faghat mogheye baridane BAROON mishe teshnegi ro bartaraf kard.
nemidonid che lezaty dare ghtre ghatreye BAROON ro hess kardan,moghe e ke tamome vojodet garme,lezaty dare forodadane ghatarate BAROON to lahze e ke az teshnegi tamame vojodet tafdide shode.vayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nemidonid che lezaty dare.
alan chand vaghty e ke BAROON nayomade.nemidonam chera.vali akharin bari ke BAROON omad goft:raftareto taghir bede.man ham goftam chashm.vali on dige nayomad bebine ke raftaram chejori shode.nayomad bebine ke man taghir kardam ya na.tanha kari ke kard in bod ke raft pishe ye karkas o be on goft.az man goft,az raftaram goft.BAROON hich moghe nafahmid ke man ba karkasha sazgar nistam.nakhast bedeone ke man az daste karkasha be on etemad kardam.nemidonam chera.vali BAROON nakhast befahmae ke chera be on inghadr ahamiat midam
m.f

۱۳۸۳/۰۲/۳۰

doniaye ma

ye kavir,ye BAROON o ye setare,hameye afrade in donia hastan.doiniae ke tosh hich chizi joz harfaye in afrad baham jarian nadare.doniae ke baraye in 3nafare.doniae mesle hameye doniahast ba in tavavot ke malekesh ma hastim na kase dige.to in donia ghanone khassy vojod dare,ghanoni khasee haminja.ghanoni ke dsast o pa gir nist.in ghanon ine:ETEMAD KON,TEKIE KON,POSHTE PA NAZAN.zendegie ma 3ta joda az ham vali dar kenare hame,toye in donia dige karkasy nist ta be man hamle kone,bady nist ke baroono bebare,ghobari nist ta joloye setare ro begire.baraye vorod be in donia bayad ye chizo bavar kard,onam ine ke mishe to in donia zendegi kard,be sharty ke be ham shak nakonim.to in donia mishe darde del kard,gerie kard,dad zad,kasi bahat kari nadare,faghat bayad BAVAR kard.age zare e be inja etemad koni,mibini ke jaye khobie baraye mondan,faghat bayad etemad koni