sotwdel

hamishe arezou mikaradam ke"kashki doniaye ma mesle donia'e bood ke to filma neshon midan,kashki mesle filma zendegiha ghashang bood."kashki refaghatamon mesle filmaye kimiaei mohkam o bi ria bood,kashki mesle HAMOONe mehrjoei to oje tanafor az kasi,behesh ebraze alaghe mikardim,kashki mesle HAJ KAZEMe hatamikia ro eteghadatemon va mistadim,kashki baraye jobrane ye eshtebah mesle GOLROKHe beyzaei dast be har kari mizadim,kashki mishod goft GAHI BE ASEMON NEGAH KON ta yademon biad ke khodae on bala vojod dare,kashki bazi vaghta biron az in asemone khakestari NAFASE AMIGHi mikeshidim,kashki to RAGHSE GHOBARgoneye zehnemn SHAHRE ZIBAe misakhtim ke tosh hich kasi edam nashe,kashki mishod to SHABHAYE ROOSHAN ghadam zad o negarane gozare vaght nabood.
hameye in arezouha o khoshbavariha ro mishe to filmaye kasi did ke dige beyne ma nist.kasi ke har filmesh marsie'e bood baraye zendegie az dast raftamon,baraye arzesha'e ke moft moft az dast dadim.
har filmesh be ma migoft ke chi bodim?che joori ma intori shodim?che kheslataye khobi ro bi hich narahati az dast dadim?in kargardane bozorg-ke dige meslesh be vojod nemiad-kasi nist joz ALI HATAMI.
kasi ke zare zare ab shod ta be ma neshon bede zendegie iarni yani chi?ta be yademon biare tarikh yani chi?
fekr nakonam hanooz kasi toneste bashe shaboon ostokhoni o mofatesh o komiteye mojazato az yad bebare.ya on lajazeye vorode madar be khone o bosidane chadoresh ro,ya harfaye majid ro vaghty fahmid ke aghdas che kare bode.
emrooz 14azar salmarge kargardane bozorge 30nemaye iran ALI HATAMI ast.
yades to in paize sard garm bad

faramosh bayad kard

be name anan ke bi ria bodan/sade zistan/pak raftan
lahze e reside ke bayad az hame chiz dast keshid,bayad ba gozashte khodahafezi kard/on chizi ke ye roozi moghads bood,hatta yadesh baraye in tane tafdide khonakaye khasi dasht,oni ke bodanesh lezate sirab bodan bod,dige jae to in kavir nadare/az on hame lezate bodanesh,khatere'e mat monde,khatere'e mat vali shirin/nemigam azash boridam,nemigam az yad bordamesh,nemigam lezate bodanesho az yad mibaram(hargez),balke migam vojodesh be ye khatere tabdil shode,dige nemikham behesh tekie konam,

paizane

MIGAM/az khodam/az onche dare etefagh miofte/az hessy ke hich vaght khilale tanha gozashtane mano nadare/kheili say kardam ke bedone dargiri bahash hallesh konam/bahash ye jorae kenar biam/vali nashod/dige majboram bahash bejangam/
ARE!!!/bazam paiz reside/ye hessi behem mige ke har etefaghy bekhad biofte to hamin roozha miofte/etefaghi ke vojodesh ghabel enkar nist/bayad biad!!!!/vali che jori?malom nist/
MITARSAM/az in lajanzare zendegi/az in badhaye har var ro/az in norhaye zarde sard/mitarsam/az khodam/az on chiza'e ke atrafame/
MOTENAFERAM/az zendegie sagi/az baziche shodan/az gholaye bi amal/az harki sage adamnama/az har boye bezaher khoshe zan/az har kari ke sharfe adami ro be bad mide/
ESHAGH MIVARZAM/be har chi sadegie/be har ghalbe pak/be har bazie bi alayesh ro sahneye zendegi/be har harfe bi maghsod/be on cheshmi ke koli harf dare/be on ghatre ashki ke to khafa az gosheye cheshmi rikhte shod/be on sedaie chek cheke baroon to lahzeye teshnegi/be didane setareie ghotbi to lahzeye sardargomi/

paiz oamd

2bare paiz shod,2bare fasle zarde ghashange rangarang omad,2bare roozhaye abrie paiz az rah resid,2bare ghorobe aftab didani shode.bazam khoreye velgardi to khiabonaye por az bargaye khoshk be tanemon oftad.bazam hesse shenidane khesh keshe barga,lezate khord shodane barge khoshk(ba on sedaye faramosh nashodanish)zire pahamon,didane ghorobe aftab az ye jaye boland,didane share khakestari zire ragbare baroon,hesse hamishegie garm shodane ghalbamon,hame o hame be soraghemon omade.
age bahar fasle bidarie,age tabeston fasle pokhtegie o zemeston fasle pakie,paiz fasle ejaze ranghast,fasle ghargh shodan to rangaye lezat bakhshe.
fasle paize hameye paiz dosta shad o por rang

baraye oni ke hamishe yadesh garme

baraye on kasi ke hamishe be yadesh bodam,hastam va...........!!
to har lahzeye fekram/to har ja ke hastam/to har kalame'e ke migam/to har chizi ke mibinam/to har nafasi ke mikesham/to har jomle'e ke mishnavam/to har noti ke mizanam/ono mibinam/oni ro ke omad vali nakhast bemone/raft be sadegie raftane ye nasim/gozasht be sadegie gozashtane ye teke abr/ghafel az inke khaterash to zehne bekre kavir ja gerefte/bikhabar az inke rade ghadamash be tane shenie kavir zakhm zade/zakhmi javdan ke hich vaght pak nemishe/
rafto nakhast bedone ke hamishe avalin khatere mondegartarine/rafto be man yad dad ke birahm basham/be man yad dad ke be hich harfi etemad nakonam/be hich gholi etminan nakonam/yadam dad hatta be khales tarin khahesh ham mitonam dorogh begam/
raft vali ba raftanesh sabro yadam dad/bi seda gerie kardan o yadam dad/jor'at behem dad ke benevisam/ke zendegi konam/
raft........./age ye roozi bargarde behesh migam/ke zendegi zibatar az on chizie ke man o to ohar kase dige dark mikone/zendegi inghadr ghashnge ke/hich chizi/hich kasi/hich raftari/nemitone az ghashgish kam kone.

chera injori shodim?!!!

YE DOSTY MIGOFT:hamishe dar bachegii dokhtara asheghe arosakha va pesara asheghe mardaye ghol peikaran ama nemidonam chera vaghti bozorg mishan dokhtara asheghe mardaye ghol peikar va pesara asheghe arosakha mishan.......
YEKI DIGE GOFT:2 khate movazi hich gah be ham nemiresand magar inke , yeki az anha baraye residan be digari BESHKANAD!
nemidonam chi beheshon javab bedam,vali midonam ke hagh ba in dostame,are hameye ma royahaye bachegihamono faramosh kardim(age hamamon na,aksaremon in karo kardim).
akhe chera bayad faramosh konim hamamon adamim,hamamon ghoror darim,shakhsiat darim,har kodomemon baraye khodemon ye seri gha'ede darim ke behesh paybandim,vali afsos ke hameye ina ro faramosh mikonim,chera??!!!chon mikhaim be chizi beresim ke chizi joz asab khord koni nadare,baba akhe in jense mokhalef chi dare ke inghadr khodemono be khateresh az yad mibarim,biain bavar konim ke ona ham mesle ma adaman,sho'or daran,fahm daran,ehsasat daran,biain(hatta baraye chand lahze)az in dariche be in rabeteha negah konim ke tarafe moghabel ham ye adame,bahameye zarfiataye ye adam,ba hamon ehsasaty ke khodemon darim.biain baraye chand lahze be tarafe moghabelemon ehteram bezarim.

lezate avalin film

emrooz majale film shakhsiathaye bartare 30nemaye irano moarefi karde bood,nafar avale listesh shakhsiaty bood ke man lezate film didano ba didane in shakhsiat ehsas kardam,on moghe 7sale bodam,ro pardeye 30nema kasi ro mididam ke sohbatash baram sangin bood,tarze raftaresh bnaram gharib bood,vali ye chize khasi to film o bazihash bood ke mano mahsor karde bood,vayyyyyyy che lezaty dasht didane faryad keshidane ye mard ke nemikhast tamame eshgh o zendegisho az dast bede,che lahze'ie vaghty ke bebini kasi to oje estisale rohi o adame aghlaniat bekhad kasi ro bekoshe o mogheye shelik bege"la kerdar,age bedoni hanooz che ghad dooset daram".
vaghean man bad az didane in lahzeha bood ke asheghe salone tarike 30nema shodam,eshghy ke har rooz bishtar mishe,vali har cheghadr in eshgh bishtar mishe shiriny o lezate didane on film baram bishtar mishe.
rasty yadam raft in shakhsiat o mo'arefi konam.in shkhsiat kasi nist joz"HAMID e HAMOON" bazogare filme"HAMOON"shahkare ostadMEHRJOEI.

roya

رویاهاتو محکم بچسب
واسه این که اگه رویاها بمیرن
زنده‌گی عین مرغ شکسته بالی میشه
که دیگه مگه پروازو خواب ببینه.

رویاهاتو محکم بچسب
واسه این که اگه رویاهات از دس برن
زنده‌گی عین بیابون ِ برهوتی میشه
که برفا توش یخ زده باشن.


man midonam yakh zadane barf to kavir yani chi!!midonam age roya'e nadashte bashy yani zendegi nadari,yani ye zendeye motehareki.
man ye zamani hameye royahamo az dast dade bodam,vaghty dashtam az dast midadameshon hich talashy nakardam ke az dast naran,chon maskh shode bodam,chon mesle geramasoa tabdil be ye heyvone bozorg shode bodam,vali alan daram yavash yavash bareshon migardonam,nemidonid che lezaty dare royahato pas begiri.
age roya dari negahesh dar va age az dastesh dady boro donbalesh o baresh gardon

sarnevesht

parvaneye mesin a'inevar bar pa neshaste bod/dar pahenye lajan/va har 2roye an khat bood/khatty be soye poch/khatty be marze hich/az ham gorokhtim/ba khatte sarnevesht khonabe rikhtim
lanat be in sarnevesh,be ghole ye dosty"age midonestam ki kalafe sarneveshtamo bafte hamchin mizadamesh ke natone boland she"
inha natijeye taghdire man nabod/aghaz ba to bood/taghsire man nabood/........./bebin nemigozarand ba nemikhaham fargh darad/miseparamat be asre khonake an yekshanbe ke baran barid va man esmash ra gozashteam etefaghe ashnai/miseparamat be tamame zibaha/boro ziba/SARNEVESH RA NEMISHAVAD AZ SAR NEVESHT

man nemidostam ya on?!!

goft:age roozi khasti gerye koni be man bego. ghol nemidam betonam bekhandonamet ama mitonam bahat gerye konam. age roozi khasti az inja beri natars, be man bego ghol nemidam toro az raftan bazdaram vali mitonam bahat biyam... age roozi nakhasti sedaye kasiro beshnavi ...be man bego ghol midam sokot konam .. ama age roozi sedam kardi va pasokhi nashnidi , zod biya va mara bebin ,shayad in manam ke be tasalaye to niyaz daram...
nemidonest age gerye mikonam bekhatere ine ke nemitonam harf bezanm,nemidonest baraye in miram ke mondanam baese azareshe,nemidonest beinkhater nemikham sedaye kasi ro beshnavam ke hame sedaha ono be yadam miare,shayadam man nemidonestam darde on chi bod,shayad man nemidonestam kojaye zendegi vaisadam.

be yade sha'ere zemestan

dirooz salmarge bozorg marde adabe iran"mehdy akhavan sales"bod.shere zir jadidtarin sheri hast ke az in bozorg mard be chap reside.yadesh gerami
باز هم باران
باز هم آن روز ها و شب هايي كه همرنگند
روز هيچ از روز پيدا ني
وشب از شب نگسلد گويي
آه.... گويا باز هم بايد
هفته اي را رفته پندارم
هفته اي زرين
از شبانروزان فروردين
غرق خواهد گشت در بيهودگي شايد
بس كه باران شبانروزي
آيد و آيد
و دريچه ي روزني زين سقف ماتمفام نگشايد

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باز هم آن روز و شب هايي كه تاريكند
روز همچون شبچراغ رنگها خاموش
همچنان رنگ چراغان، مات
باز گويي تا پسين واپسين ايام
همچنان در گريه خواهد بود
اين سياه،‌اين سقف ماتم،‌بام بي اندام

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باز باران، باز هم باران
چون پرير و دوش و دي،‌امروز
باز باراني كه ساعتهاست مي بارد
زين سياه ساكت دلگير
قطره ها پيوسته همچون حلقه زنجير
باز آن ساعات پي در پي نشستن،‌ وز پس شيشه
اشكريزان خدا را ديدن و ديدن
گوش دادن، غرق انديشه
از مدام ناودان ها ضجه شب را.
و گشودن گاه با ترجيع تصنيفي
بسته لب را
و نياوردن به خاطر هيچ مطلب را.

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محرم غمگينم،‌اي شيطان شعر، اي نازنين همزاد
باز در اين تيرگي ها از تو خوشنودم
با شگفتي هاي هستي _ اين كهن بازيچه بيهودگي_ امشب
از تو خوشنودم كه بازم پاره اي بر آفرينش زهر خنداندي
از تو نيز اي باده خرسندم
سرد نوشاندي مرا و گرم پوشاندي.
وسپاست مي گزارم، اي فراخاي خيال امشب
كاندرين باران بي پايان
همچنان بي انقطاع آيان
با سكوت سرد من دمساز
همعنانم تا ديار نا كجا راندي
و رسيلم بودي و ترجيع شيواي خموشي را
در حزين ساز من،
سوي چشم انداز روحم،‌باغ تنهايي
راندي و آنگه مرا خواندي
به تماشاي تماشايي
ور نه امشب،‌باز هم باران
زندگي را زهر من مي كرد.
ور نه كس جز بي كسي آيا
با سكوت من سخن مي كرد؟
فروردين 1357

yek sher

hamishe be entehaye gerie ke miresam sedaye sade'e az binahayate shab ra mishenvam,
sedaye ghorobe ghazalha ra.......
sedaye bogh boghe nabodane to ra dar telefon,
aramtar ke shodam shery az daftare darya mikhnam,
va be en'ekase sedayam dar a'ineye otagh!khire mishavam,
dar borodate in hame heyrat......koja mande????

kavir o eshgh

ye doosty migoft"kaviro baraye in be vojod orordan ke ensan be vos'at o bikarani pey bebare,ta ensan ja'e baraye farar dashte bashe."on migoft"kavir ya ni naresidan,hamonjori ke eshgh yani naresiadan."
man ham harfasho ghabol daram vali migam"kavir yani teshnegi,yani lezate ye ghatre abo dark kardan,yani ghavi bodan,yani dost dashtane chizi ke dar zaher dashtanesh gheyre momkene,yani ashegh bodan."man migam"shayad to aksare mavaghe eshgh mosavie naresidan bashe,shayad sarneveshte aksare eshgh nafarjam bashe,shayad eshgh ye terajhedie,vali eshgh yani dost dashtan,eshgh yani kare gheire momkeno anjam dadan,eshgh yani anjame amali ke dar nazare baghye gheire momkene,eshgh yani ye kavir be arezou e baroon benshine,eshgh yani lezate didane setare to asemone balaye sare kavir,eshgh yani taskhire ja'e ke hich emkani baraye fathesh nadari.eshgh yani jangidan ta akharin zareie tavan baraye residan."

yek mard

choob kebrit be jaye ghalam......
khone bar zamin chekide be jaye johar....
pakate az yad rafterye bande panseman be jaye kaghaz....
amma che benevisam?!!!!!!
shayad tanha forsate neveshtane neshanie khod ra dashte basham....
shegefta!!joharam mo'aghed mishavad....

adat

adat kardim,be injor bakhtan.be injor azab keshidan.dirooz ye bare dige be ghashangye golaye farshamon pey bordim,bikhod nist ke ghashangtarin farshaye donia ro mibafim,chon adat darim vaghte shekast be pa'in negah konim,pas che behtar ke chize ghashangy ro bebinim ta az narahatimon kam beshe.
adat kardim bebinim to omidvaranetarin vaght shekast bekhorim.lanat be in donia ba in adatash.
ma iraniha adataye ziady darim,ke aksareshon ghashngan,vali afsos ke aksare adataye khobemon ro faramosh kardim o faghat be ye sery adataye mozakhraf del bastim.ghoror ham yeki az in adatast ke dirooz baese on bakhte shod.
lanat be har chi adate.

hasrat

shegefta , vaghti ke bood nemididam , vaghti mikhand nemishenidam
vaghti didam ke nabod
vaghti shenidam ke nakhand
che ghamangiz ast vaght i cheshme e sard o zolal dar barabarat mikhand o mijoshad o minalad ,,,,,, to teshne ye atash bashi va na aab ,,
va bad ke cheshme khoshkid , cheshme ke az aan to teshneyeh aan bodi bokhar shod o be hava raft
to teshne ye aab gardi va na atash
va bad
omri godakhtan az gham e nabodan
kasi ke ta bood az gham e nabodan e to migodakht.

neveshte e az bamdad

راستش موضوع زندگي و مرگ را من سال ها است كه براي خودم حل كرده ام و با هيچ كدام مساله ئي ندارم . انسان كاملا برحسب تصادف به دنيا مي آيد اما مرگش حتمي است . و همين مقدر بودن مرگ است كه به زندگي معني مي دهد. انساني كه دانسته زيسته و لحظه به لحظه عمرش معني داشته آبروي جامعه ، پشتوانه سربلندي ، و بخشي از تاريخ يك ملت است حتي هنگامي كه محيط او به درستي دركش نكند. من به خاموشي تقديري جسم او اشك نمي ريزم . حضورش حرمت آموخت و لاجرم غيابش به اين حرمت ابعاد افسانه ئي مي بخشد."

احمد شاملو،

salmarge bamdad

emrooz 5sal az marge kasi gozasht ke nasle pedarha,baradarha va ma vamdare onim.kasi ke tafakori nab dasht,kasi ke ghalami ziba dasht.
yadash gerami,rohash shad

kavir shodan(1)

in shoro dastane ye pesar bache ast ke tabdil shode be yek kavir.
sedaye sayeshe mikh batakhte.....,seadye be ham khordane lenge panjeha....,sedaye jiro jire gamhaye mahigire pir,bar kafposhe chobie farsode....,sedaye zozeye bad,dar loleye bokhari....,sedaye barkhorde silivare mojha be goneye sahel....,sedaye naleye parndegan az ghame tanhae....,va sedaye chek cheke ghatarate baran dar zarfe mesye kafe kolbe....,avahaye tanhae man.
hich nori nist...inja tarikie motlagh ast,
gah ehsas,jariane khon dar raghayam ra monker mishavad.
gah hes mikonam ke morghane sepide dariae,agah az tapeshe ghalbe sange sahele daria,omre khoda ra vaghfe shomareshe akharian zarabane hayate an mikonand.....
obori nist....inja noghteye sefre zaman ast....
kash andaki az kodorate delahaye gerefteye abrhaye aseman kam mishod,ta chobhaye namnake kolbeye hghire man,lezate hamaghoshy ba panjehaye garme o talae'e hore pak ra tajrobe konand....
kash vojodam yaraye in bod ta bar balabolande paste in khak dar peye hamsohbaty baraye dele tang o asire khod basham....,
gah miandisham zendegie manfaghat dar bal'idane tabasomhaye talkh o noshidane sokote zahragine mahigire pir mani shode ast....
gah miandisham ke in donia yani;asemane hamvare abri...saheli barani...mahigiri pir ba kole bari az matame gozashte ast o man..........
hatta daneye gole sorkhy ke dar baghcheye kochke poshte kolbe'am kashte bodam sar az khak bar nayavard ta hamdame tanhae va ghorbate man bashad.....
bi shak ghatarate baran az talkhi o viranie man ba o sokhan gofte bodandand va o ra az istae'ie zendegie man bim dade bodand....
vali na.....!hanoz amvaje daria ba goneye latife sahel,birahmane sili minavazand....,hanoz az parandegane sepide masom shoreshgare gozare omre khishand o abrha,osiangar,bar sarneveshte khish miger'yand....pas zendegi hanooz edame darad.....
shayad in fahgt TAVAHOMI az zendegist.....
hengame baresahe baran....vaghty ghatarat masomane,bar dare nime baze kholbeye haghire man mikoband,ba khod miandisham ke shayad kasi sorghy az man-in tanhaye hamishegi-gerefte ast,moshtaghane khod ra bar astaneie dar miresanam....,afsos ke mamnade hamishe dar eshtebah bode'am,va in nava chizi joz sorode hozne bad o baran-baraye man o kolbe'am-nabode.......
pashiman az pendare khosh bavaraneye khish dar konji az kolbe-anja ke hanooz ghataratre baran rekhne e baraye vorod be kolbe peyda nakarde'and.,mineshinam o ba khod miandisham.....
kash ayene'e dashtam....ta rokhe khod ra dar an nezare konam....ta be khod....be felakat o hegharate khod rishkhandy bezanam.....ta shayad tabasomi az sare nachari be lab aram.....va ba an az tanhae o ozlate khod bekaham....
ham sohbaty nist....inja tanhae o sokote motlagh ast.
morghane sepide ma'some daria ra neda midaham o moltamesane,hamsohbaty ba anan ra khastar mishavam...afsos ke bi anke javabi beshnavam,parvaz mikonand....,va mara tanhatar az hamishe be daria miseparand.....hich chizi nist....,inja tarikie motlagh ast o noghteye sokon o tanhae o sokot
m.f

neveshte e az kavir

IN HAMEYE NEVESHTEHAYE MAN NIST,shayad bakhshy kochik az neveshtehaye man bashe.minevisam,vali na baraye shoma ke faghat khanandeye in neveshteha hastid,balke baraye on kasi ke to lahze lahzeye shekl gereftane in sotor ba man bood.baraye on kasi ke hamishe khodesh o yadesh baese neveshtan mishe."hatman midoni ke emrooz che roozie?yadete che etefaghy oftad?midonam ke khob midoni,chon hameye in etefagha ma'lole on rooz bode,age on etefaghe kazae nayoftade bod alan na man injoori(motefavetar az hamishe) bodam o na to in neveshteha ro mikhondy.mikham benevisam.midoni ke harfam,faryadam,gerieam,hameye chizae ke baraye ebraz daram to neveshtanam kholase mishe.ino az khodet yad gereftam ke kam harf basham(behtarin goftego kamtarin harfo to khodesh dare).minevisam ta behet begam to hameye on lahzehae ke zare zareye shenham to gerdab o tofan az ham joda mishodan in to body ke sarsakhty ro be man yad dady,to on lahzehae ke khoshke khoshk shode bodam in to body ke ba taravat bodan ro be man yad dady,to on lahzehae ke hich kasi jorate kochektarin shokhi kardan ba man ro nadasht to mano be sokhre gerefty ta be man neshon bedy ke kojaye raftaram eshtebah bode.are!minevisam ta azat babate hameye eshtebahatam mazerat bekham,babate hameye harfaye bija,babate hamye harekate eshtebah babate hame chiz.minevisam ta be yadet biaram ke che chizae gofty o che karae kardy.minevisam ta faramosh nakoni ke on rooze bahari che harfae zadim o che gholi dadim,minevisam ta faramosh nakonam to on roozhae ke haji bastari bod to tanha kasi body ke be man komak kardy.chand shab pish dashtam ba kasi sohbat mikardam,bahs be dost va dosty kardan keshide shod,man barash-dar morede khodam- ye mesal zadam.goftam:((man vojody daram mesle kavir(garm o sakht)to negahe aval zesht o bifayede be nazar miresam,hich kasi in risko nemikone ke biad o garmaye bi hadde mano tahamol kone,hich kas jorate dargiri ba in garma ro nadare,ghabol daram ke sakht o tahamol nashodani be nazar miam,vali ino midonam age kasi biad o in risko bekone ke pa to in vojod-e bezaher sakht o tahamol nashodani-bezare,inghadr chizhaye ghashang mibine ke dige khiale biron raftan ham be saresh nemizane.))on porsid:ta hala chand nafar pa to in vojodet gozashtan?goftam:ye chand nafari mishan,vali az onha ham baziashon to chand ghadame aval mondan,chon liaghate jolotar omadan ro nadashtan,az on chand nafar faghat 2nafar jolo omadan...... .porsid:ta koja?in kavir hadde payani ham dare?javab dadam:are,hadde payani ham to in kavir vojod dare,ye jae to ghalbe in kavir hast ke meslesh hatta to sarsabztarin noghteye donia ham peyda nemishe.age kasi betone sakhtyhaye avayele kavir ro tahamol kone,residan be in noghte barash kari nadare.porsid:az on 2nafar kodomeshon be in noghte residan?goftam:felan hich kodemeshon,yekishon bargashte o be on noghte posht karde,on yeki ham shak karde o hamon vasat vaisade.midoni yeki az on 2nafar to hasty,vali kodomeshon,khodam ham nemidonam,oni ke shak karde ya oni ke posht karde?age to fahmidy kodomeshoni be man ham begoo."

dobare minevisam

chand vaghtye ke chizi naneveshtam,dalilesham ziad mohem nist,felan ke daram minevisam,to in chand vaghte ke nemineveshtam etefaghaye ziady oftade,etefaghaye goftanio nagoftani.etefahgae ke baes shodan be kaviri bodanam bishtar eteghad peyda konam.az on donia ke khase man bod,chize ziady namonde,SETARE ke rafte o dige nayomade,har chand rooz ye dafe miado labkhandy mizane o mire,on dige be in asemon barnemigarde,hagh ham dare,akhe to in asemone kaviri chi hast ke biad o bahash shad beshe,hamon behtar ke nayado narahat nashe,chon be andazeye kafi khodesh narahaty dare,are!!behtar ke har chand rooz ye bar az ham khabar begirim,intory kheili behtare-albate baraye setare-.KARKASha ham ke shokre khoda dige nemian inja,chand vaghtye ke to in asemon sedaye jighashon nemiad,bad az akharin tofan dige invara nayomadan.midonid,ye rooz tofane shadidy rah oftad o az on rooz dige na karkasi didam na sedae az ona shenidam,kheili behtar shod-indafe baraye man-.az on donia faghat man mondamo ye dost,BAROON.baroon ham taghriban az in donia rafte,nemidonam chera,vali kheili vaghte ke nabaride,baridani ke tane tafdideye kavir ro khonak kone,ye bande khodae migoft:((baroon dige invara nemiad,rafte ye jaye dige o dare mibare,on dige to in donia barnemigarde.))nemidonam on bandeye khoda rast goft ya na,vali vaghty az BAROON porsidam goft:((to doa kon,moshkele barun hal beshe,hatman mibare.))vaghty in javabo dad chize dige e nagoftam,ghabol kardam ke sabr konam ta bebare.vali yadam raft behesh begam:((in moshkeli ke dari chie?in che moshkelie ke halnashodani shode?age moshkeli hast be man ham begoo,shayad betonam komaki konam-shayad ke na hataman mitonam-in haghe mane ke bedonam che moshkeli baraye u vojod dare ke in joor dare aziatet mikone,in che moshkelie ke ghabele hal nist,ino bedon har moshkeli ba hamfekri ghabele halle-hatta moshkele rohi-))
kholase az on donia chizi joz haleye meh manande setare o khatereye karkasha o shoghe baridane baroon namode.
kheili vaghte dige baroon nazade
atre nam be in khiabon nazade
kheili vaghte abri par par nashode
dele asemon saboktar nashode
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m.f

gerye

nemidonam chera?vali bayad anjamesh bedam.bayad to khodam in jorato be vojod biaram ta betonam.kheili be anjame in kar ehtiaj daram,vali nemitonam anjamesh bedam.kheili say kardam,kheili kara kardam,vali nemishe.nemishe ke gerye konam.
boghz to gelome,gham to delame,fekr to zehname,dad to hanjerame vali che fayede?!!ashk to cheshmam nist.mikham gerye konam,mikham kole boghze gelom,ghame delam,fekre zehnam,dade hanjaram,ro takhlie konam,mikham ba har ghatre ashk saboktar sham.man be jaye inke ashk berizam ta sabok sham,minevisam.har ghatre ashkam tabdil shode be ye kalame,har faryadam be ye neveshte,har fekram be ye harf o har ghamam be ye khat.man be jaye cheshmam az neveshteham ashk mirize.
mosht mikobam bar dar/panje misayam bar panjereha/man 2chare khafeghanam khafeghan/....../bogzarid havari bezanam/sare bami/labe koe/..../az shoma khofteye chand/chekasi miayad ba man faryad keshad?

ye raz

mikham baraton ye chizi begam ke tahala behich kasi nagoftam.mikham az razi baraton begam ke hich ki azash khabar nadare.in razo kheili vaghte ke to delam negah dashtam.vali dige taghate negah dashtanesho nadaram.
hatman tahala esme shazde kocholo ro shenidin.hamoni ke az ye sayare e omade bod zamin o ba ye khalaban ashna shod o ono ahli kard o raft.man hamon kaviri hastam ke anttoan tosh soghot karde bod o to onja ba shazde kocholo barkhord kard.
antoan kheili balaye sare man parvaz mikard,bazi vaghta ham ye sari be man mizad va ba man darde del mikard.on zaman hanooz nevisande nashode bood.antoan bad az inke shazde kocholo raft tasmim gereft ke az on benevise,vali be khaheshe man va shazde kocholo ye zare dastano taghir dad,masalan goft ke man to afrigha hastam,ya inke esme setareye shazde kocholo ro taghir dad v bejaye setare esme akhtake ro entekhab kard.antoan bad az modaty ke shazde kocholo raft khast bere pishesh,vali afsos ke natonest.vali enghadr bala raft ke hame fekr kardan morde,beyne khodemon bashe on alan ye jae gosheye man dare zendegi mikone,man har vaght delam baraye shazde kocholo tang mishe be setare negah mikonam.
rasty midonid ke esme digeye antoan chie?emsme on aBAROONe.

ye shere kaviri

mitavan kavir bood
mitavan khoshk bood
hatta koshktar az kavire tafdide
mitavan darya bood
mitavan abi bood
hatta abitar az daryaie zharf
mitavan dar eine kaviri bodan darya bood
mitavan dar eine darya bodan kaviri bood
mitavan hamchoon ghote khordan dar abie darya
dar dele kavir zist
ya inke atashnak bood
kenare sahele arame daryae shirin

lezate ye ghatre BAROON

hava bas najavnmardane GARM ast.chand vaghte ke BAROON nayomade,daram az farte garma misozam.midonam ke khasiate kavir garm bodane,midonam age garm nabasham dige kavir nistam,vali mane kavir ham bazi mavaghe ehtiaj be khonak shodan daram.bazi mavaghe mikham ke lezate khis shodan zire BAROON ro hess konam.akhe midonid teshnegi hesse kheili badie,to kavir faghat mogheye baridane BAROON mishe teshnegi ro bartaraf kard.
nemidonid che lezaty dare ghtre ghatreye BAROON ro hess kardan,moghe e ke tamome vojodet garme,lezaty dare forodadane ghatarate BAROON to lahze e ke az teshnegi tamame vojodet tafdide shode.vayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nemidonid che lezaty dare.
alan chand vaghty e ke BAROON nayomade.nemidonam chera.vali akharin bari ke BAROON omad goft:raftareto taghir bede.man ham goftam chashm.vali on dige nayomad bebine ke raftaram chejori shode.nayomad bebine ke man taghir kardam ya na.tanha kari ke kard in bod ke raft pishe ye karkas o be on goft.az man goft,az raftaram goft.BAROON hich moghe nafahmid ke man ba karkasha sazgar nistam.nakhast bedeone ke man az daste karkasha be on etemad kardam.nemidonam chera.vali BAROON nakhast befahmae ke chera be on inghadr ahamiat midam
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doniaye ma

ye kavir,ye BAROON o ye setare,hameye afrade in donia hastan.doiniae ke tosh hich chizi joz harfaye in afrad baham jarian nadare.doniae ke baraye in 3nafare.doniae mesle hameye doniahast ba in tavavot ke malekesh ma hastim na kase dige.to in donia ghanone khassy vojod dare,ghanoni khasee haminja.ghanoni ke dsast o pa gir nist.in ghanon ine:ETEMAD KON,TEKIE KON,POSHTE PA NAZAN.zendegie ma 3ta joda az ham vali dar kenare hame,toye in donia dige karkasy nist ta be man hamle kone,bady nist ke baroono bebare,ghobari nist ta joloye setare ro begire.baraye vorod be in donia bayad ye chizo bavar kard,onam ine ke mishe to in donia zendegi kard,be sharty ke be ham shak nakonim.to in donia mishe darde del kard,gerie kard,dad zad,kasi bahat kari nadare,faghat bayad BAVAR kard.age zare e be inja etemad koni,mibini ke jaye khobie baraye mondan,faghat bayad etemad koni