kavir shodan(1)

in shoro dastane ye pesar bache ast ke tabdil shode be yek kavir.
sedaye sayeshe mikh batakhte.....,seadye be ham khordane lenge panjeha....,sedaye jiro jire gamhaye mahigire pir,bar kafposhe chobie farsode....,sedaye zozeye bad,dar loleye bokhari....,sedaye barkhorde silivare mojha be goneye sahel....,sedaye naleye parndegan az ghame tanhae....,va sedaye chek cheke ghatarate baran dar zarfe mesye kafe kolbe....,avahaye tanhae man.
hich nori nist...inja tarikie motlagh ast,
gah ehsas,jariane khon dar raghayam ra monker mishavad.
gah hes mikonam ke morghane sepide dariae,agah az tapeshe ghalbe sange sahele daria,omre khoda ra vaghfe shomareshe akharian zarabane hayate an mikonand.....
obori nist....inja noghteye sefre zaman ast....
kash andaki az kodorate delahaye gerefteye abrhaye aseman kam mishod,ta chobhaye namnake kolbeye hghire man,lezate hamaghoshy ba panjehaye garme o talae'e hore pak ra tajrobe konand....
kash vojodam yaraye in bod ta bar balabolande paste in khak dar peye hamsohbaty baraye dele tang o asire khod basham....,
gah miandisham zendegie manfaghat dar bal'idane tabasomhaye talkh o noshidane sokote zahragine mahigire pir mani shode ast....
gah miandisham ke in donia yani;asemane hamvare abri...saheli barani...mahigiri pir ba kole bari az matame gozashte ast o man..........
hatta daneye gole sorkhy ke dar baghcheye kochke poshte kolbe'am kashte bodam sar az khak bar nayavard ta hamdame tanhae va ghorbate man bashad.....
bi shak ghatarate baran az talkhi o viranie man ba o sokhan gofte bodandand va o ra az istae'ie zendegie man bim dade bodand....
vali na.....!hanoz amvaje daria ba goneye latife sahel,birahmane sili minavazand....,hanoz az parandegane sepide masom shoreshgare gozare omre khishand o abrha,osiangar,bar sarneveshte khish miger'yand....pas zendegi hanooz edame darad.....
shayad in fahgt TAVAHOMI az zendegist.....
hengame baresahe baran....vaghty ghatarat masomane,bar dare nime baze kholbeye haghire man mikoband,ba khod miandisham ke shayad kasi sorghy az man-in tanhaye hamishegi-gerefte ast,moshtaghane khod ra bar astaneie dar miresanam....,afsos ke mamnade hamishe dar eshtebah bode'am,va in nava chizi joz sorode hozne bad o baran-baraye man o kolbe'am-nabode.......
pashiman az pendare khosh bavaraneye khish dar konji az kolbe-anja ke hanooz ghataratre baran rekhne e baraye vorod be kolbe peyda nakarde'and.,mineshinam o ba khod miandisham.....
kash ayene'e dashtam....ta rokhe khod ra dar an nezare konam....ta be khod....be felakat o hegharate khod rishkhandy bezanam.....ta shayad tabasomi az sare nachari be lab aram.....va ba an az tanhae o ozlate khod bekaham....
ham sohbaty nist....inja tanhae o sokote motlagh ast.
morghane sepide ma'some daria ra neda midaham o moltamesane,hamsohbaty ba anan ra khastar mishavam...afsos ke bi anke javabi beshnavam,parvaz mikonand....,va mara tanhatar az hamishe be daria miseparand.....hich chizi nist....,inja tarikie motlagh ast o noghteye sokon o tanhae o sokot
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