neveshte e az kavir

IN HAMEYE NEVESHTEHAYE MAN NIST,shayad bakhshy kochik az neveshtehaye man bashe.minevisam,vali na baraye shoma ke faghat khanandeye in neveshteha hastid,balke baraye on kasi ke to lahze lahzeye shekl gereftane in sotor ba man bood.baraye on kasi ke hamishe khodesh o yadesh baese neveshtan mishe."hatman midoni ke emrooz che roozie?yadete che etefaghy oftad?midonam ke khob midoni,chon hameye in etefagha ma'lole on rooz bode,age on etefaghe kazae nayoftade bod alan na man injoori(motefavetar az hamishe) bodam o na to in neveshteha ro mikhondy.mikham benevisam.midoni ke harfam,faryadam,gerieam,hameye chizae ke baraye ebraz daram to neveshtanam kholase mishe.ino az khodet yad gereftam ke kam harf basham(behtarin goftego kamtarin harfo to khodesh dare).minevisam ta behet begam to hameye on lahzehae ke zare zareye shenham to gerdab o tofan az ham joda mishodan in to body ke sarsakhty ro be man yad dady,to on lahzehae ke khoshke khoshk shode bodam in to body ke ba taravat bodan ro be man yad dady,to on lahzehae ke hich kasi jorate kochektarin shokhi kardan ba man ro nadasht to mano be sokhre gerefty ta be man neshon bedy ke kojaye raftaram eshtebah bode.are!minevisam ta azat babate hameye eshtebahatam mazerat bekham,babate hameye harfaye bija,babate hamye harekate eshtebah babate hame chiz.minevisam ta be yadet biaram ke che chizae gofty o che karae kardy.minevisam ta faramosh nakoni ke on rooze bahari che harfae zadim o che gholi dadim,minevisam ta faramosh nakonam to on roozhae ke haji bastari bod to tanha kasi body ke be man komak kardy.chand shab pish dashtam ba kasi sohbat mikardam,bahs be dost va dosty kardan keshide shod,man barash-dar morede khodam- ye mesal zadam.goftam:((man vojody daram mesle kavir(garm o sakht)to negahe aval zesht o bifayede be nazar miresam,hich kasi in risko nemikone ke biad o garmaye bi hadde mano tahamol kone,hich kas jorate dargiri ba in garma ro nadare,ghabol daram ke sakht o tahamol nashodani be nazar miam,vali ino midonam age kasi biad o in risko bekone ke pa to in vojod-e bezaher sakht o tahamol nashodani-bezare,inghadr chizhaye ghashang mibine ke dige khiale biron raftan ham be saresh nemizane.))on porsid:ta hala chand nafar pa to in vojodet gozashtan?goftam:ye chand nafari mishan,vali az onha ham baziashon to chand ghadame aval mondan,chon liaghate jolotar omadan ro nadashtan,az on chand nafar faghat 2nafar jolo omadan...... .porsid:ta koja?in kavir hadde payani ham dare?javab dadam:are,hadde payani ham to in kavir vojod dare,ye jae to ghalbe in kavir hast ke meslesh hatta to sarsabztarin noghteye donia ham peyda nemishe.age kasi betone sakhtyhaye avayele kavir ro tahamol kone,residan be in noghte barash kari nadare.porsid:az on 2nafar kodomeshon be in noghte residan?goftam:felan hich kodemeshon,yekishon bargashte o be on noghte posht karde,on yeki ham shak karde o hamon vasat vaisade.midoni yeki az on 2nafar to hasty,vali kodomeshon,khodam ham nemidonam,oni ke shak karde ya oni ke posht karde?age to fahmidy kodomeshoni be man ham begoo."